Yup that's right, this journal is going to be mostly friend locked. Some stuff won't, but most will. Just tell me if you wanna be friends!

Ugh, I had to fluff my schedule a LOT to have the required 12 credit hours for my last term.

My classes for late fall are:

Accounting for non-financial majors
Introduction to sculpture
Aikido
Business Competencies
Co-op

Half business, half party. I really hope I'm not forgetting anything. I'm totally ready to graduate!

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Mah new food blog~! =D

I'm going to be selling a ton of my manga, I'm trying to make more room in my apt and I realize, a lot of these series I'm not going to continue buying so I want to get some cash for the stuff I've already got.

I'm offering it to friends here first, I have  a ton of manga for sale, mostly incomplete series. I am selling them for half the original price (5 dollars per manga!), and maybe if you buy one of the longer ones I'll give an even better price ;D. They are all in excellent condition, but I don't think realistically I'm going to get full price for them. :C

What I'm selling: Tokyo Boys and Girls 1-4, Honey Hunt 1, Kitchen Princess 1-8, LoveCom 1-8, Othello 1-3, Peach Girl: Sae's Story 1-3, Skip Beat 17, and Only the Ring Finger Knows (which is slightly yellowed on the top so I want to sell it for $5 as well even though it was originally $13)

If no one I know is interested in them, do you guys wanna at least help me figure out how to sell them on ebay or amazon, or any online site?

I don't appreciate the fact that you still didn't explain to me exactly what I did that was so bad it could not be fixed with an apology. You just decided that I was no longer the same person, and that you were above me.

Coming at me from this angle, how else was I supposed to react? You said you have an excuse to why you are acting this way, well so do I. I don't like to talk about it, it makes me extremely uncomfortable, but I have anxiety disorder. When someone attacks me, my brain shuts down. A slow paced, non-blaming argument I can handle. Someone flinging accusations at me without explaining what I did wrong or how I can fix it, I cannot. I react by either closing my entire conscious down and saying nothing, saying rude offensive things that are basically the opposite of how I really feel, or making everything the other person is saying to me a joke. I don't like it, but there is literally no other way I can handle that type of situation.

You told me to apologize to your mom and that would make the situation better. I did, and you said I did it in a sucky way. A polite, long explanation is a much better way to apologize than me cussing her out, laughing in her face or ignoring her. I sent her a letter because that is the best and most honest way I could communicate.

You said 7 out of 9 people agreed with your way of handling the situation? Maybe you explained it to them a lot better than you did to me, because I'm still in the dark about the root of the problem. Me accidently implying your mother was responsible for me? I apologized for that. You didn't accept, so I'm thinking that was just an excuse for a deeper problem you have with me.

You said you were lowering yourself to be friends with me?  When you were mean to Brittany about her being distracted by her boyfriend, I sympathized with you because I thought you were just upset like I was about feeling left behind. I listened to you be pissed off about Natalie and you getting into stupid fights all the time, I was there for you when your dad was going through cancer, and so much more. I am a damn good friend, I never judged how you acted, the way you say things, or your actions towards other people. I accept that you have flaws, and I thought that your superiority complex was just an act, that you weren't really judging people as harshly as your words came out.

I'm not saying I'm perfect or couldn't have handled the situation better, but I think you were just using this whole thing as an excuse to dump me without having to seem like a total bitch.  Like me being immature was the real reason, and not some other issue you just can't deal with.

I would really like to know also, the reasons you claim to have to not liking Travis. You haven't even ever had a conversation with him, or tried getting to know him. Even after he said you could join our board game group, you were mean to him.

There was a really cute orange, black and brown stray cat wandering around the hallways of my apt. building. I was taking my laundry down when I saw it. On the way up, it looked up at me with its huge yellow eyes, fearful yet trusting. I said "Hi kitty!" and started walking up the stairs. It followed me. It meowed cutely and started rubbing against my legs.

I petted it tentatively. I wasn't sure if it was going to bite me. It didn't. It meowed happily and started purring. It  was skin and bones. I sighed and tried to shoo it away as I continued up the stairs. It followed me, meowing the whole way up the stairs. It was just sitting outside my door, meowing. Travis chased it away because my cats were starting to get antsy.

T_T the poor stray was totally skinny and starving. Who do I call to get it help? What if it has kittens and was just looking for a meal so it could go back and feed them and I call an animal shelter to help and they end up being left alone and helpless?

T________T

My shit is like, still not here. If my costume gets here and not my wig, does anyone have a medium length, layered brown or black(preferred) wig that I could borrow? I'm not getting picky on the details here. XD

D=

And if I don't get either, does anyone has a costume I might be able to squeeze into? I might just bring Freya and do inaccurate wig cosplay with that, or just wear slutty clothes and be sexylike. But I would like a costume.

The Summit at my school pretty much has AMAZING food, and on Thursdays you can get an appetizer, entree, and dessert for $33. They cook like, fine dining stuff, the stuff you'd normally pay $100 or more a plate for, and they do it well. I really REALLY want to go next Thursday, and I don't want to go alone.

If anyone would be interested in joining me, I'd say around 5:30-6:00 next Thursday, either reply here or text me. I'm going to make the reservation this weekend so let me know soon!

I want some icons guys! If you make me some (or just found me some I can use!), it would be the best ever!

I want one of each of these emotions: Happy, sad, tired, excited, sleepy, friendship, angry, shocked, love.

These characters are preferred, but anyone I like works: Sokka, Paine, Selphie, Momoshiro, Eiji, Taka, Yuuta, Launch, Bulma, Tien, Goku, Sora, Tifa, Buffy, Blind Mag, Coraline, Paris Hilton, Valentine (Mirrormask), Galinda, Elphaba.

So. I totally want to start making my own clothes! I want to knit! I want to care about everything! Love my surroundings and trying to make a difference in the world!

I'm going to start by cleaning out my room during my week off. I think I'm going to spend the first day I have free, which is next Wednesday, cleaning my room, getting rid of things I don't need (donating to Good Will, try to sell on E-bay or Craigslist, give to friends, throw away, etc.). 

So if anyone wants some old cosplays, let me know. Free to a good home! (Or you know, if you want you can give me 5 bucks just from the goodness of your heart lol) I have an oooold Aeris (FF7) costume, Mia ( Phoenix Wright) costume, Hexadecimal (Reboot) costume, Judy (Cowboy Bebop) coat, Selphie (FF8) Nunchucks, Nami (One Piece) skirt, Edea (FF8) dress. I think that's all but when I'm done cleaning I'll probably update the post.

Want to tell me something? Anything? Confess something you can't tell anyone? Just need to say anything?

You can tell me anything, tell me to fuck off, die, that you're madly in love with me, that you hate me to pieces, that you killed someone, that you're ashamed of who you are--anything. I'll answer back to everything.

Anonymous comments allowed over there. No IP logging or bugs or anything. Pure anonymity.

I'm not gonna friend lock this because I am retarded with computers and have no clue how to be f-locked and still let annonymoose comments exist.

Its not just going to be random creative blog, but also, just a normal blog! MWahahahaha.



Yes. I am retarded.

This journal was previously a rp journal, but now I've decided its going to be my creative-blog. It'll mostly be delicious recipies, so it should be super fun!